Everything's Gonna Be Alright

It appears that we sort of have a plan for job scenarios. Whatever happens is supposed to be what happens so I will stop fretting about it. I know that I'm not going to be given any more than I can handle, but sometimes I doubt my own strength.

I just want to feel better. Especially physically. Every little thing is so incredibly exhausting.
I just want to have my degree already.
I just want my baby to grow up with her mother and father able to be in her life more than my mom could. She tried so hard, but always had to work so hard when I was little.

AH HA!

I had an AH HA! moment this morning.

I've been sweating my ass off lately. I couldn't figure out for the life of me why being a mother and taking care of the same household things I've been doing would make me super sweaty and stinky.

Then recently, I got increasingly tired. Like exhausted constantly. Even more recently, I've been feeling like I'm starving and I have been eating nonstop.

I kept having the thought of depression haunting me. Then for some reason the thought occured to me. What if my thyroid medication dose is too high? It would mimic the symptoms of hyperthyroidism:

Difficulty concentrating (check)


Fatigue (check)

Frequent bowel movements

Goiter (visibly enlarged thyroid gland) or thyroid nodules

Heat intolerance

Increased appetite (check)

Increased sweating (check)

Irregular menstrual periods in women

Nervousness (check)

Restlessness (check)

Weight loss (rarely, weight gain) (check)

Gonna get that checked out.